Wednesday, September 12, 2012

english essay

when i was in form 5 our teacher encourage us to write story to answer the essay question.. alaa.. for the SPM english paper... so... to encourage us in writing she suggest us to write love story... certainly at that time sume org cm mmg tgh jiwang karat and happy to write... we even start to like English after that... haha gatai naaa sume... ahakss...so... this is one of the story that i wrote with zureena....i post this so that it won't be missing and of course so that my children and grandchildren could read it... hahaa....

soooo... presenting the love story written by me and zureena...(applause please....) hahaha...


LOVE


First love is unforgettable. I still remember my first love and yet it is also my true and last love. This is my story.

Today is my first to attend the school. I was eager and excited because there were so many friends here. Furthermore, my father accompanied me. At about 9.00 a.m. all parents need to leave their children alone. So, my father left me. The sit beside me is empty. Suddenly, a smelly and untidy boy sited at the empty place beside me. I felt uncomfortable. I looked outside. Oh, no! My father had left me. By hook or by crook, I need to stay here beside this nasty boy. Help! I need fresh air.

For next three years I still sit beside the nasty boy. Nasty but intelligent. His name is Muzakir. He always teased me. To me he was such a horrible monster. Cruel and jerk. He stole my stationary, threw an expired cheese to me, hide my books, broke my chair,. I hate this small devil like hell. He was a burden to me. Our relationship was just like cat and dog.

My patience lost when one day he vomits on my table.. I was extremely angry and shout at him. I don’t care anymore weather he was sick or want to die or whatsoever. He didn’t sit quietly. He pulls my scarf in front of other students. Everyone watching us and give full concentration just like watching a Hindi movie. Everything happened in a blinking of eyes as I didn’t realize that the teacher is coming toward us. The teacher sends me home and I didn’t know what happened next to the nasty boys.

That is the last time I saw him vividly. I was so grateful I didn’t need to see him anymore and I  can live in peace now. But, I must admitted that I felt very guilty because I had ashamed him. It is hard to admit but truly deep in my heart I missed him. There are no more annoying voices calling me fat girl, no one who actually alert about what I am doing. Yet, actually I am lonely and my sister said I am in love. It is my first love and my instinct strongly said that it will last forever

Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera

One day, I saw an extremely familiar man was washing the car. My new neighbour I guess since I didn’t visits my family for a quite long time. There is a cute boy playing with water beside him.  I was sure that I knew that man but, I couldn’t remember. Suddenly he stared at me. My heart stops breathing and yelled “The nasty boy had appeared back in my life”. I ran into my house and shut the door and cried. I don’t know why I am crying. I should be happy to see him back. My wait nesses finally end. Unfortunately, he is married and has been a father,

My phone is ringing. I answered it and my eyebrow wrinkled as I never heard this voice before. It was a man plus, it was Muzakir. At first, I wanted to cut the line, but he begged me to listen to him. He asked me whether I missed him. My face blushed like the tomato. If you know, I miss you like the sun misses the flower in the depth of winter. Instead a beauty to directs its light to, my heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to. But, how can I say it so to somebody’s husband. I just left the phone hanging without answering the question.

Suddenly, mum enters my room. She brings news that would change my life forever. Doris Day song is true. We never knew what will happen in the future.

Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera


Next month, I will be a wife to a man that I never knew. At first receiving the news I fell like the whole world fall on me but after thinking it rationally maybe this is the best way for me to forget Muzakir. I just let my family to handle all the wedding preparations as my wound heart is not completely recover yet.

Today is my wedding day. For all other women this is the most happiest moment in their life but not for me. I tried to smile but I felt like a hypocrite person. I heard the ‘kompang’s’ sound  a sign that my never known husband is  coming. Mum just called him Tengku.. I felt like my breath is shucked at the trachea and my SN node and AV node are not beating simultaneously. It is time for the akad nikah. I go downstairs and don’t dare to even take a glance at my future husband.

I am in my own world. I didn’t even look to the person aside me. Suddenly, I heard a familiar voice talking. I take a look at him. I scream out loudly. Oh no it’s MUZAKIR!!! Everyone startled at my spontaneous action. My mum calms me down. “dad, mum he is married. That is his son.” My finger pointing to the little boy. Everyone laughed at me. Muzakir said, “that is not my son, that is my nephew, my brother’s son. I am not married yet but instead I am marrying you, my fat girl.”

`Now, I am his wife, Tengku Muzakir’s wife and also the mother of two sweet twins Amalina and Zureena. I am really grateful that God listen to my prayer. Who said that first love will not last forever?


last but not least (WATAK DAN NAMA DALAM CERITA INI ADALAH REKAAN SEMATE-MATE DAN TIDAK ADE KENE MENGENA DENGAN YANG HIDUP MAHUPUN YG MNGGL DUNIA)...;)

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

neighbors....

who are they???
who are the people that we should classify as our neighbors...


kalau ikut definisi jiran masa belajar Kajian Tempatan darjah 4 dulu, siapa yang boleh kita kata jiran ni adalah 40 buah rumah dari rumah kita...itu dinamakan jiran...anda semua ingat siapa penghuni 40 buah rumah tu??

of course we can't remember all of the neighbors... but if their house just nearby just try to be nice to them,,,, try to know them... hehe.... i wrote this entry because i finally realize that it is important for us (the neighbors) to have a good relationship so that we can help each other when we are in difficulties... ahh senang citer laa....during wedding time... usually we dont have enough space to put the Canopy if we did not have a good relationship...with our neighbors...ko hingat dyorg nk ksk ltk kanopi tuh dpn rumah dyorg.... certainly not....right???

in Islam also mentioned about the neighbors... we need to be good with our neghbors... and the neighbors have the right that we should done... 

'..dan hendaklah kamu berbuat baik kepada kedua-dua ibu bapa, kaum kerabat, anak-anak yatim, orang-orang miskin, jiran tetangga yang dekat, jiran tetangga yang jauh, orang musafir yang terlantar dan juga hamba yang kamu miliki'.


(surah An Nisa, ayat 36)

besides.. knowing the neighbor is one way to increased our network. yer laa... kate laa kite ade problem dgn cukai... bwatnyer jiran kite nih org lhdn x ke sonang jadik keje... haha....bttoi x?? i just wrote the entry because i had realize that i basically had ignored my responsibility to know my neighbors all this while... i haven' t been to their open house because i was basically too lazy to go... and for the reason that i don't know anybody when i go there... but... then i realize... yer laa.. if i don't go i will never ever be able to know my neighbors and they also don't know me because i don't mix around with them... right?? so... this year i will make a new start... to know my neighbor... soo i attend the wedding and the open house... see... i now know that my neighbors also took accountancy course like me...and one of them took radiography...so.... maybe i will need their help in the future... who knows??? so be good to your neighbors.. respect them... and love them.... take my advice ... it is freee... haha...  


 sabda Rasulullah saw yang bermaksud: 

'Jibrail berkali-kali mengingatkan aku (supaya berbuat baik) terhadap jiran sehingga aku merasakan seolah-olah mereka akan mewarisi hartaku'.

(Riwayat Al-Bukhari dan Muslim)


'Wahai manuisa, sesungguhnya Kami menciptakan kamu dari seorang lelaki dan seorang perempuan dan menjadikan kamu berbangsa-bangsa dan bersuku-suku supaya kamu saling kenal mengenali'.


(Al-Hujurat : 13)



just enjoy the video and don't be like them... haha...



p/s dunno how to start just smile to the neighbors... it will be a good start...believe me :)

Monday, September 10, 2012

gilrls' day out...

yesterday i hung out with my best friend from mrsm jenab, fatin & me....best kot...it was fun since it haad been a loong time we didn't meronggeng with each other... keh2.... went to USJ .... first, we went to Jenab's friend open house..... huhhh.. org kaye beb... rumah 3 tgkt... hamek ko....kah2.... it was awesome since it had a lot of food... abc ade, laksam ade, sate ade, mi sup ade, nasi dgn lauk pon ade, roti jale ade... pendek kate, mcm2 ade... hahaha....and guess what happen.. lepas je salam ngn mak si tuan rumah also known as zafir... ak ngn si fatin pon mule la langkahh... hahaha... kitorg amek sume mknn.... kah2... mmg kalo org tgk cancel nk bwat menantu... fatin kate.... kene rase sume... sengal fatin...mcm2.... but i laugh a lot yesterday... and i don't laugh for quite a while... hahaks... mksd i gelak ngn sepenuh hati laa...like yesterday... thanx korg... next... we went to Summit... hahaks... melepak pakai baju raye... style kot.... sekali masuk rambang mater.... banyak giler baju murah.... haha... but first, we wen to karoke... practice suare siket... syiok uhhhh.... da lame x karoke.. haha... tp best jugak lepak Summit... mcm2 ade bowling ade, wayang ade, karoke ade nk shopping pon affordable... ok laa....kitorg lepak sampai mlm kot... hahah... then, Jenab hantar ak blk....thanx Jenab... sudi jadik driver... hahaha... and congrates laa.. da x sesat daaaa.... chayok laaa....hahaha....

p/s the pictures InsyaAllah will be upload this thursday....hehe